As I’m trying to focus on the New Year, I try to fill my time up with things that will keep me occupied. I still miss everything that used to be, but I have hopes that things may still be able to work out. I know these hopes are unrealistic, but I can’t bring myself to give up on what I want yet. I know that changes need to be made, and if they aren’t, I know that it was never meant to be. I need to stay strong and I know that everything will work itself out.
